I don't know why I do it, but everytime I know that I have a lot of stuff I just completely shut down and get distracted. Ultimately I get nothing done. And it sucks. Then I get stressed and its a perpetual cycle of procrastination followed by frantic recuperation. I don't know if its just because I'm a masochist or if I'm just dumb, but I really don't understand why I do the things that I do.
I also seem to kid myself into thinking that I have more time than I really do. College and tests and life is coming by so fast but I can hardly keep up. I get too caught up in everything and when I hit rock bottom, I blame the world for my mistakes.
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