So I've heard from more than a few people that I am pretty bitchy and my reputation proceeds me and I'm not that mad about. I agree I can be a major bitch. But the thing is, I don't try to be bitchy (though sometimes I do), it just happens. Sometimes it's a defense mechanism, sometimes it's a deterrent, sometimes it's the only way I know how to flirt, and sometimes it's just me trying to be funny but failing. Or sometimes I'm just a bitch.
I don't mean to come off as high browed or bitchy or cocky or arrogant but it's the only way I know how to survive highschool. I really don't try to be a smarty-pants, I just get exctited sometimes when I learn things and I want to contribute. I don't try to sound pretentious, I blame debate for that. I come off really cold and conceited and I'm sorry for that to.
When I say I hate you, I mean I love you. When I say you're a jerk, I mean you're amazing. (Sometimes I actually do mean it when I say that you're a jerk though). I hope that you can all take what I say with a grain of salt.
I'm trying to be a better person. Hopefully people will notice that I'm trying.
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