Heartbroken

So to be completely honest, I'm not some cold hearted, soulless, cruel, emotionless rock.
But I wish I could be.

So I confessed my love (like Scarlet confesses to Rhett that she finally realizes she loves him and the end of Gone with the Wind style) a couple weeks into the school year and let's just say it wasn't ideally the best decision of my life (look to last minutes of Gone with the Wind for comparison).

Because this is my blog, I decided that I'm going to purge my guts and get it out of my system cause this "heartbreak" has been on my mind for too long.

Let's just say that this guy (let's call him Guy A) and I got to know each other 2 years ago (at a math competition thing obviously). At first I didn't really know him all that well and we weren't really friends but this summer that kinda changed.

So Guy A has a really close friend (Guy B) who is also super smart and attractive and also did said math competition. I got to be good friends with both of them the beginning of this summer and let's just say summer flings apparently have more value then expected. And two guys in the same summer is illegal by the way... unless you want to be the wishy-washy harlot that likes both (like me).

Here's the catch. Both of them are leaving for college and like a genius I told Guy A that I liked him a month before he left for Washington. I know... I'm brilliant. So that didn't work out.

So that whole dilemma really had be in a shlump but I'm confused because I got friend zoned but we're still talking a whole bunch (like everyday).

That's my story... see I can be a typical highschool girl and find a bit of drama in my life...