Bad Judgement Calls

So recently and not so recently, I've made some really bad choices. Just choices that are plain dumb. Stupid. Idiotic. Yesterday, I was on my way back home from school and I was a little bit in a rush. Don't ask why. It's a female process thing. So like anyone who's in a hurry I broke the speed limit.

Usually I'm okay going like 20 over but the damn cops had to set up a speed camera car on the side of the road and I got clocked going 15 over on a 35 mile road. But that's not the worst of my driving "incidents". One time I got stuck at a red light which I knew lasted for a bit, so I stopped and I decided to close my eyes for a bit cause I was sleepy. Well the next thing you know I feel my car bump into the car in front of me. It wasn't a full on rear-end, it was more of a love pat. No harm done but the worst thing is, is that the driver got out of the car and it turned out to be my next door neighbor who is also the father of one of my school friends. He didn't press charges or anything. I got off easy.

Oh and today. One of my good friends had a whole butt load of matches left over from a project that she was doing and was giving them away. Well, there were a couple on the desk and I pulled one out and started to fiddle with it. The next thing you know, its on fire and I'm staring at it like I don't know what happened. I just happened like I wasn't even thinking about it. It was as if I didn't know that if I flicked my wrist that the match would light on fire. Logic out the window. I blew it out quickly but not quick enough. It was right in the middle of a lecture and the teacher flipped her shit. She confiscated the matches and I appologized profusely to both my friend and the teacher. At the end of class, the teacher asks to see both of us at her desk and the whole time I'm thinking "Oh shit. I'm screwed. She's going to tell the deans. I am going to be suspended for misdemeanor. Oh shit. My mom's going to kill me." Well, I got off easy again.

I just make really crappy decisions all the time. One of these days I'm going to get my ass handed to me. Hard.